The words you said to me, they couldn’t set me free…
Sometimes I wonder, “Why me?”
“Why aren’t you the way you’re supposed to be?”
“Why do I always have to make myself feel better?”
“Why are you hurting me like this?”
It was so numb that I understood now why some people chose to hurt themselves just to not feel the numbness.
I’m trying here.
Please don’t make me go to that dark place again.
Because for once, finally, I’m happy with the life I chose, not You.
Breath in, breath out.
Something More - Secondhand Serenade.
(via bluquote)
They asked “How are you feeling now?”
I said “I’m fine. I’m going to be okay.”
Even when they’ve stopped asking, I find myself repeating those words over and over again. Just to convince myself that I will be okay.
Minus the “good man turn bad” part, everything else is close to heart
Good times for a change
See the luck I’ve had
Could make a good man turn bad
So please, please, please
Let me, let me, let me
Get what I want this time
Haven’t had a dream in a long time
See the life I’ve had
Could make a good man turn bad
So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows it would be the first time
Lord knows it would be the first time
So please, please, please
Let me, let me, let me
Get what I want this time
Lord knows it would be the first time
Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want - She & Him
About me
On days when I'm feeling optimistic, I like to believe what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. On days when I'm feeling realistic, dealing life makes me want to break down and cry.
On days when I'm feeling apathetic, all I want to do is be alone and not give a damn about people.
But on most days, I know it's up to me to make the best out of everything.
